hate me? then PISS OFF.

for you i had loved,forever i will

I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever believe tatmy door for love has shut
but since i met uthe door path it way open
You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to find
unconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.
u r My sweet beautiful angel.Sent to me from above.
I am so grateful to have found you,and I wud love to give you all my love.
You must have come from heaven,because you have pretty little angel eyes.
When you gaze at me with them,my heart begins to fly.
Your sweet angelic voice,continuously rings in my ears.
With you by my side,there is nothing I fear.
Whenever we are together,You shine with a heavenly glow.
Your beautiful angel face,raises me up from feeling low.
Some people search for love all their lives.
When it is found, why put it down and forget about it,only to realize how much it meant when it is gone?
now tat i hav find love,i wanna hold on to it,celebrate its feelings,drown in them every day,be consumed by them...
I am consumed by you _______.
I will never set aside my love.I will never look for it only when it is lost.i am content to stay by this
I love you _________ .I will show n prove you and tell you every day.

sanwan nor b hamzah

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In my eyes,to my ear,in my heart...

in my eyes,u r perfect,
in my eyes,u r d most beautiful gerl on earth,
in my eyes,u've got d sweetest smile of all,
to my ear,u've got d cutest laughter i ever heard,
to my ear,u hav d most angelic voice of all,
in my heart,ders onie u d one tat i had truly love & always will.

done by : Sanwan Nor B Hamzah

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i dont understand whats happening to girls right now...
i dont wanna say abt how i feel and all but,
i guess many are spoilt..
i hope i cud find one tat is not..
haiz..

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Jealousy lies somewhere in the gray area between sanity and madness. Some jealous reactions are so natural that a person who doesn't show them seems in some way "not normal." Others seem so excessive that one doesn't need to be an expert to know that they are pathological. A classic example is the man who is suspicious of his loving and faithful wife that he constantly spies on her, listens in on her phone conversations, records the mileage in her car for unexplained trips--and despite her repeatedly proven fidelity continues to suspect her and suffer from tremendous jealousy.

It is important to differentiate "normal" from "delusional" jealousy. Normal jealousy has its basis in a real threat to the relationship; delusional jealousy persists despite the absence of any real or even probable threat.

The good news is this: By recognizing the signs of romantic jealousy, by realizing what feelings are normal and abnormal, and by examining the roots of our jealous feelings, we can effectively learn to cope with it by changing our behavior. Believe it or not, like other difficult emotional experiences, jealousy can be a trigger for growth, increased self-awareness, and greater understanding of both your partner and your relationship.

Whatever it is that draws two lovers to each other will create the character of the jealousy they may experience. Let me demonstrate this statement by an exercise. Think back to the time you first met or got to know your mate and try to recall as best you can the way you felt. What was it that most attracted you? What was it that made you think (right away, or at some point later) that this was the person with whom you wanted to share your life? What was the most important thing the relationship gave you? A feeling of security? Of being respected and listened to? Of being desired or adored?

Now switch back to the present and consider the primary component of your jealousy--the most painful thoughts and feelings associated with your jealousy or that of your mate. Is it a fear of being abandoned? Humiliation and loss of face? Loss of self-esteem?

The third part of this exercise is the most challenging, and the most significant. Think: Could there be some connection between the things that the relationship gave you initially and the primary components of your jealousy? For example, a woman who fell in love with her husband because he made her feel she had "finally come home" to a safe and secure place described the most painful aspect of her jealousy as "feeling abandoned and all alone."

The opposite example is the woman who fell in love with her husband because he made her the center of his world. After 20 years of marriage she wanted a divorce because his jealousy was suffocating her. Her husband fell in love with her because she was beautiful--the kind of woman he only dared dream about as a shy adolescent. His jealousy focused on his feelings of inferiority and insecurity.

Why is it so important to note the connection between what attracted us to our mate--the most valuable thing the relationship gave us initially--and the primary components of our jealousy? Because it proves that jealousy is indeed the shadow of love. Furthermore, it's a reminder that we didn't just happen to be in this relationship--we chose to be in it. Something in us attracted us to our mate. Something in us makes us experience jealousy the way we do. That something is our romantic image.

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there are some facts i like to share with you people..i just find that gerls on the east side of singapore so attractive..they are so HOT n gorgeous..how i wish i live there..im so gonna live there..these eyes will surely felt like home.. *winks*

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check check juliet are you wit me? lol..
well,i pass evaluation for the upcoming btt..
just dye my hair,cool man,a bit of blonde n pink..
the process took freakin 6 hours...but yea,
im content..

i saw two beautiful gerl today,they look into
my eyes man,cair sekejap.. lol..
oh ya i remember somethink...

but its not worth it to even type..
im not like those sissy's if u noe
wat i mean..haha..omfg!!rofl...

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ramadhan shud be great and meaningful month for most of people but not everyone,
not alot ppl is blessed to have good luck or charm,well,what more to be away from ur family?to run away?thinkin that u r so old that u dont need to take responsibilty..what if ur mum is a single mother?wudnt it be hard on her to raise a family up?dont always think abt urself,think abt others?issit werth d sacrification of a family fer someone?the doors of heaven is on footstep of ur mother people,if ur mum dont forgive u,theres no way u r goin heaven,how many biological mother is there one has?think abt it..well,if u respect ur own mum n love ur own mum why the awful disrespect to other ppl mum,contradicting isnt it?a mother is a mother..gerl's one day will grow up and be a mother too..well,sometimes its hard for a single mother to raise a family up,of cus it is..perhaps she is very agrresive and always strict on their children cus,the children has a future,and their mum will always be stricter to guys cus they will take d responsibility,better still if u are clever n well educated,perhaps she doenst want you to have the life she has,but perhaps,d egoness in ppl nowadays,make them blind to even see..all they think is themself,not alot of ppl is being well pampered n etc,like all the things u wann,u have it ur way,ppl live differently n lifestyle cant be compared,example,a beggar wont hav d mindset of a millionaire issnt it?or d demands that each individual had ryte?well,i cud type all day long but yea,certain things is better to be kept,n yea,syawal wud be great to go back to ask for forgiveness..anything can happen,nobody knows,dun regret when is already too late..

well,to my two bro's, firdaus n farhan(bungkos), fir.i wish all the best for you and ur gf,she is a very wonderful gerl,and u guys suit each other perfectly.im so hapy for u guys..and wa,fir da romantic sehh!! cool! n yea,thanks fer all d secrets n stuff, i'll keep it fer life,haha,n bungkos,posted already,near my house,all the best bro in army n yea,may u find ur ardent half soon,hopefully,cus i noe u deserve much more.trust me.. well thats for now.. thank you n happy fasting n may god protect u and also bless you..insyaallah, amin. :)

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Do you know What it feels like To love someone So deeply And so completely And have to hide it Have to plaster a smile Across a tear-streaked face And pretend it's okay Pretend you don't care
Do you know What it's like To cry yourself to sleep Every night Because you don't stand A chance And not want to dream Because you know You'll have to wake up To reality
Do you know What it's like To love someone so badly It could crush your world in two Do you know What it's like To... fall in love with you?

I don't regret the times we had But hate the times I cried For with every tear I released A part of me died
The pain, the hurt, my broken heart Emotions I can't hide Escape my soul for you to see As I try to say good-bye
Good-bye to all the heartache Good-bye to all the pain Hello to a love I cannot have To a Love I've lost and gained
Lies and empty promises Of what may lie ahead "A relationship for eternity" Will merely end up dead
So we must say "good-bye" And no longer say "hello" Must no longer lean on and depend But must move on and let go..

devils

angels